Unsettled thoughts are keeping my mind quiet awake.
I’m looking for a solution and I couldn’t find a way.

There were days when we were together,
We had shared our lives and every little secret that matters.

Never did I know growing up was like this,
Distant by places would distance us like this.

It’s been years after waiting for months,
I haven’t received your reverting calls.
I miss you sharing all the details I must,
To enjoy the laughter that could burst.

I knew it took a long to understand our relation;
But you knew exactly that we went through together in this ocean of materialistic wants.

We all were separated; by our chosen destination,
But we never thought to leave behind our genuine concerns and our determinations.

The school days were much better,
At least we knew changing streams wouldn’t matter.
We would be, still seeing each other,
We could have talked about so many things.

Now that doesn’t even matter,
Missing your closest and oldest friend is tougher.
Then to mend a heart that is broken,
At least a broken heart can be consoled.

But what if the one friend who couldn’t return?
Sometimes we all forget to cherish what we have.
And run behind to have more of what we don’t have.

Now I keep trying again and again,
But I know I will never receive your call again.
I have lost something; incalculable today,
As of now, I know the void that can’t be, replicated in a day.

I haven’t just lost a relation,
I have lost my friend, the only one I can mention.
Whenever I can think about our childhood and old school days.